when i create this blog, i was thinking about a diary..... now, it really turned into one...XD
i think I'm a follower.... i tends to follow whatever other else is doing....and i do that so that i won't be lonely.... and most of the times, i don't care about what happens around me.... or maybe its because I'm too carefree?? very confusing, right? i confuses myself also....XD
i loves to read books..... other than school books la....XD especially novel with genre supernatural or fantasy..... mostly about vampires.... love them.....=) and games as well....XD
hmmm..... do i look desperate for love to you?? why do some of my friends likes to match me with some guys?? or maybe its the reason they think I'm close with them?? i think guys as friends, okay?? I'm close with girls as well, for god's sake.... but until now..... i still haven't met the right person to have a relationship with, yet.... I'm not sure about my orientation though...... must have shocked some peoples....XD maybe I'm straight, or lesbian(though it is not really true), or maybe i'm a bisexual?? LOLz XD
i really have bad mood swings.... i can be emo and happy at the same time.... I'm carefree most of the time, but, i can have really bad thoughts.... i also can sometimes be really wild... when I'm reading or in a unfamiliar surrounding, i would be very polite and quite.... maybe cold too..... haha XD I'm so messed up....
i think I'm a blabber.....if I'm on the run, i would say out other people secrets..... to peoples i know they would forgets or keep quite about it ones la.... but its a habit i really need to change...XD if I'm in the mood, i would also blab out my owns as well... of course, the secrets which are allow to be known by others...... how ever, i going to keep my very inner secrets with me until they are kept within my coffin...XD
